Late night again

So here it is 3:30 in the morning. My sleep schedule is al screwed up. Caught myself daydreaming about what I would do if I won the lottery(haha I had to look up the spelling of lottery!). I hate daydreaming about such things. I makes me mad. I dont even play the stupid game, so how could I win?

I am trying to decide what is it about Shelton that I depise so much. Its a quite little town. But I just can't seem to get used to life here. Oh I am sure I can find some happiness here. It is just eluding me now. Anyways will right more later.

So today....

I think I am ready to give this some more thought. I have been away for a long time. It has occured to me I was lured away by the stupid of facebook. Too easy, too simple. More like too lazy, for me, anyways. I am going to push to do my Blog again.(of course one must keep up on facebook!) Eli has grown. And I still am amazed by every moment of his life. I have been very sheltering of him. We have kept him home for the most part. I want to shelter him from the ravages of the world for as long as I can. He is a very sweet boy. He will get to see the world for all of its ugliness, soon enough. My wife and I now own our own home. It is cute. It fits our family well. Small, but comfy. A good fit for us. I have been thinking of Christmas this year already. I want to make this year special, for Beth and Eli.